Babies 54&55- Behind the Mystery

After Sally and Stanford's birth I was full of anticipation about the next 49 that are in the future. I don't think I told anyone this but I got online and contacted a local T.V. about having us be on the Build Me Up show. Its a great show that helps you out with self esteame AND they take eliminate some kind of worry off your shoulders. I have been doing better but things still hit me from time to time when I'm feeling lonely and I want a guy in my life. I also hate how small the house is, sharing my room, not having a steady pay check, and a few other things. The show said that they would be contacting me to let me know if my situation qualifies. I hoped I would because I don't want to continue feeling this way. I then quickly switched to chat and then headed to bed because it was LATE.

But the chat lasted much longer than I had hoped and we all got to talking about random things. I wanted to express to the girls my feelings but they are all so happy and Della has so much already on her plate I didn't want to burden her. I then got to thinking that in a way we all have our skeletons in the closet but we ALWAYS manage to make time for each other. Having friends is the most amazing feeling in the world. Ok, ok I was very quickly proved wrong.

I heard from the office a sweet voice hollering Mommy? MOMMY? Where you at Mommy? I then realized that above friends the most amazing feeling is hearing that word be called threw out the entire house. MOMMY. I'm a mom I'M A MOM My challenge is half way over and then what? I kept picturing different things but nothing ever felt like they could really happen. I swooped little Zekayla up and placed her in bed. "Night my love." I whispered in her ear.

Jimmy and Jeff got up and where ready for school till Jimmy stopped me and asked if I still played guitar. I wiped some flower off my hands and answered "Well Jim it get's to the point that I hardly get to play anymore, but I do love to play I get that from Grandma Betty you know?" Jimmy then asked if I could play something for them. I finished making the pancakes and went to the closet to get my guitar. BOY its been awhile since I've played for my kids. That made me so sad because I love playing the guitar for my children.

Link even came in to listen. I tuned up and then began to play Jingle Bell's, and the boys thought it was a great way to start the day. I just enjoyed playing for them as if I was a rock star. I then barely heard the horn to the bus. Sorry boys you will just have to wait till later to hear more. I gave them each a hug before they headed off and I called the next dad on my list. David Winter...

Me- Hi David Winter? oh yes this is Violet Newbie did you get my e-mail?
David- Hey sexy I'm so excited about this your amazing and I hope that your happy with the outcome.
Me- WELL if I get pregnant then YES I will be happy with the outcome David. 
David- I'm in town right now I will swing by in about 10 minuets that ok?
Me- Yes, that's fine I'm ready when you are.

When David showed up he look just as the picture he sent me. He then told me about the fact he's never done this before but after the loss of his sister he realized just how important siblings are. Even if your half brother and sister the more the better. He was instant on getting started so that he could continue on with his life. He gave me a letter for our unborn child. I didn't read it knowing that its not intended for me. I would keep it safe till this baby (we have yet to create) was a teen or YA.

We cuddled and made out for a little while to make things less tense but then we woo hooed and heard the sound we both wanted to hear. 

"People will be arriving soon for my holiday party would you like to stay?" I asked David. He smiled and stated that he could stay for a little while.

I changed my hair and outfit! This outfit was given to me by Jen and I knew it was what I had to wear for the party. I told the other guests that holiday wear was optional so not everyone was in holiday color but my girls where! The Challenge mom's NEVER let me down I love my friends they are amazing.

I decided to make food rather than do a buffet. Asher showed up and was already flirting with Nicki. Him and Ashby decided to be friends and Asher enjoyed this. I think he wanted to follow in Jessip's foot steps and be with as many challenge mom's as possible.

More guests arrived and they all looked STUNNING! I couldn't believe how good everyone looked. I love being surprised with what they come up with. I wanted a group picture but this never happened. 

Here was the best group picture taken. Dawn had to leave early so she was hardly here. I was busy baking about the whole time and then Nicki and Asher where all over each other so I was pretty happy with the picture. Don't they look AMAZING?

Della was very spacey and didn't pay much attention to anything. I think that she has allot on her mind. She was just taken advantage of and had to think of what to do. A guy got her drunk on purpose and they woke up in bed together. Poor Della doesn't know what is going to happen next but the best part is that Jay is staying by her side or is he...

I got away from cooking long enough to talk to my besties. Well a few of them. Dawn had already left and Nessa WELL she's ALWAYS looking for the next dad (when at my parties) and this one was no different. GO FOR IT NESSA! 

Jimmy and Jeff aged up at the party and where ready to move out. I made SURE to get my see you later hugs I feel like far to many kids have moved out with out it. Jeff was off to get a job in the military and Jimmy he wanted to do something else with his life.

He proposed to his Sweetie. They are the cutest couple and are so in love they got married quickly before leaving the house and can't wait to start a family after they travel. I LOVE happy beginnings.

A few of my kids wanted me to meet them at the pool! I was happy to do so and invited a few of my friends along including Joe who wasn't able to attend my Christmas party. I think that his ex was coming over to get her stuff. I was happy to know he was thinking about making it to the pool.

A local wanted to take my picture so I did a quick pose for her and then figured I would get in the pool my friends would be arriving soon and I couldn't wait to see them. Since they haven't been over much since before the party I'm been missing them GREATLY.

When I turned to walk away I about ran into Joe. "Hey there Joe, to good for me or something?" I asked just messing around with him. "Believe me Vi I would have much rather of been with you at your party than where I was." He said looking kinda sad.

Then he added "I feel much better now though!" He then looked down and noticed my little baby bump. "Wow Vi you look great and this is what baby 54?" he asked while rubbing my stomach. I smiled and said "YES unless there's more than one in there then I will be farther than that." 

His hands are so soft and he was so careful while feeling the babies move.

I got home to find Link as a teenager looking after his younger siblings. I was in a state of shock thinking where did the time go? He looked so much like me too so of course I think he's very handsome.

The girls and Joe came over but they only had their party dresses with them. I thought that it was neat they got a little bit more wear out of them. It was getting dark but I still invited Joe and the girl in. Joe looked like he didn't want to come in but the girls all smiled and left. I then looked at Joe, "So are you coming in?" He didn't say a word but followed me inside. 

"Hey Vi, I was wondering are you still dating that Adam guy?" Joe asked me once we got inside. I laughed and responded with "NO, he isn't my type and I had the worst date ever with him." 

Joe then cleared his throat and asked me something I couldn't refuse... "Would you like to go dancing? I'm not that good but I think it would be fun and maybe give you hope that a great guy is out there." 
I agreed to it and we headed to the club. I so badly wanted to run into my friends there but then it was Joe and he wouldn't lead me a stray. We drove to The Grind and we hardly talked the whole way up there. I wasn't sure what to expect since I can't drink right now and its Joe. I've had little feelings for him since the day I saw him but the more I'm around him the more I think that I might... Well anyway we got to the club and we parked. Joe smiled and said "Lets go grind Vi!"

We didn't waist much time when getting there and we had a blast. He was a great dancer when he wasn't falling...

It was getting late and we decided to call it a night. I watched him walk away and I couldn't believe what a great time I had. I stood there thinking I now know how Cinderella felt at midnight. Then I realized I've hardly seen my kids so I got inside quickly getting back into my reality!

My precious Stanford aged up and looked JUST like his daddy Jessip. I was in love with his eyes and the way giggled as if the whole world is one giant joke. I went to find Sally but she had already aged into a toddler at this point.

You can't see very well in this picture but she has her father's eyes shape and the most beautiful blue eye's I've ever seen. The blue eyes must come from Jessip's side of the family since my parents and grandparents only had green or brown. But she's a cutie and I can't wait to see how both Sally and Stanford age up.

Zekayla reminded me of myself and I'm just shocked that so many of my kids are getting my hair and eye color but she's beautiful and I love her dearly. She picked the dress not me I don't know if I would have chosen such an odd combo myself but she's a girl who know's what she likes.

When Zekayla aged up she looked at Stanford as if she was missing her toddler years but she was still excited for school and many of the other NEW adventures that where coming her way.

Sally, Stanford, and I waisted NO TIME learning how to walk. I loved the fact that they WANTED to learn and I loved getting to have these moments. I couldn't have imagined my life without all of my kids and I can't wait to have more. This challenge is more than just a challenge to me its my life.

I walked over to the tree and hummed silent night to my unborn child/children and I just focused on this moment being one that I didn't want to forget. I love being pregnant and I love welcoming new children to the family.

I looked up and was in shock at who was staring at me. I froze and wanted to move but couldn't why where they just standing there and how long have they been watching me?

MYSTERY PERSON REVEALED 

Joseph Coy Leborn

Me- Joe what are you doing out here. You know your more than welcome in my house. You shouldn't have to feel like you need to stand outside and watch me from a window. Joe your one of my closest friends why would you feel the need to just watch.

Joe- Violet you have no idea the feelings I have for you. I've been watching you because... because... 

Joe continued- I love you, and I know that this challenge mean's allot to you so I just come over here often and watch threw your windows wondering what my life would be like to have you a key part of it. I guess what I'm trying to say is Violet, I want to be your boyfriend. Stop waisting your time on guys who don't matter and use you. I'm the one for you and I don't want to know what life is like without you.

I just stared at him as the word flowed out of his mouth like a nervous school boy talking to his crush...

Joe- Violet you have NO idea just how you make me feel... You probably think I'm an idiot and I'm going home now. Just don't even ask as if I've said anything...

ME- OH MY GOSH JOE!!! You can't just leave after saying all of that and not let me say ANYTHING...

Me- And Joe... I love you too

The words came out as if they have been waiting there the whole time. It was true I loved him more than words. The feeling of having it been said felt amazing and at that moment nothing was wrong... All was perfect... and the love of my life loved me as much as I loved him.

He grabbed me and held me closer than he has ever held me before. I felt safe and the moment couldn't have been anymore perfect. I wanted to stay like this forever.

I made some hot coco and knew that the hard part was yet to come. We had so much to talk about and I didn't want to be the one to bring it all up but Joe beat me to it.

I turned around and he was gone. I then heard the door to my room close and then an even more distant door close. Joe was on the computer and he brought up the page I have for potential father's to contact me. He didn't look very happy when he saw how many men wanted to sleep with me only to have a child with me and then leave the picture. I came up from behind him.

Me- Joe just say the words and I will quite here and now. I don't want to hurt you and if doing this challenge means loosing you then its not worth it. 

Joe- Violet I could never ask you to stop the challenge but I want to tell you this...

Joe- When you continue this challenge and the men come and go. I want you to remember that no matter what I love you and I'm always going to love you. This challenge was here before us and it will be here during us, and someday you and I will have our life with no interruptions.

Violet when I look at you I see perfection, my present, and future. I see the most beautiful mother, and the woman of my dream. Violet there is nothing you can say or do to make me stop loving you.

With that said we shared our first kiss

Joe and I continued to talk and then came to the mutual decision that he would stay living across the street for now. We have all these intense and amazing feelings now but things could change. We need to get threw the next 48 deliveries before we can really focus on us.

"I don't want to think about sleeping with anymore men Joe, its so hard for me to see them and want you." I said as a tear fell down my cheek. 

Joe tried to make me feel better by now that our feelings are known it puts a whole new spin on the challenge before me. What kind of guy and stand there from afar and watch the woman he loves and care's about be used time after time with the end result feeling so far away?

Joe then added "Violet you are worth the wait and I would hate to see you give something up on account of me. Do what you want I con't mind being a step father to 1,000 kids. As long as it means I get to be with you."

MOM YOU AND JOE ARE KISSING?

Joe and I explained to Link what all was going on and he seemed happy for us but confused all at once. 

Joe left for work and I was home alone with the twins knowing that I would be delivering soon I planned to stay home this morning to work on a few things. Watching Joe leave was hard but knowing his true feelings for me made everything better. 

 CONTRACTIONS 

They came immediately following Joe's leaving and I pushed and pushed. I couldn't wait to see my little one's.

Frank Lee Newbie

8lb 19 inches

BABY 54

Fred Jacob Newbie

8lb 19 inches

BABY 55

Joe doesn't live with us but happened to stop by after work and I asked if he wanted in the family picture. He smiled and said sure! So here I am with my boyfriend Joe (I love the sound of that) and babies 50-55. I'm so in love in more ways than one.

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