BABY 50~ Half Way Mark...

Jasper was happy to have the family photo over it meant that he would soon be out of the house and free to Flirt, and be with girls ALL THE TIME. I guess he gets that from his father.

Nevaeh and I have had a hard time and I've even had the counselor from school call me saying that Nevaeh has expressed that I have been pushing her to loose weight and have even told her that she's fat. I was very sad at this news and felt that it was Mollie all over again with making up lies to get attention. I then told Nevaeh that she didn't have to work out or eat right if she felt that I was pushing her to do so. We both laughed and she was happy to know that I just want her to be healthy is all.

I was then startled at the fact that my sweet Raelynn was going out into the street. I was so scared for my little girl I RAN out to get her yelling NOOOOOOO.

I held her close right before her little feet could hit the sidewalk. I just thought of loosing another child. That pain is unbearable and I wouldn't want it to happen to anyone. I then remembered sweet Dawn and how her time with us was short.

I then tried to lighten the mood with tickling her but she was looking a bit scared and confused. I hope this teaches her NOT to ever do that again.

"Mom why is it so sunny ALL THE TIME in Sunset Valley. No rain, no snow, its just the same weather all the time." asked Nevaeh my response was a shrug of the shoulders. I had no clue why but I knew that someday we will have all sorts of new things. I used Bridgeport as an example and now Vampires are very common to run into.

I then left that conversation to finish Jaspers chores he was to busy getting ready to age up to care what got done around the house. I feel as if his dad has bribed him to act like this but I'm sure its just genetics.

Della stopped by before leaving and wanted to tell me what all was going on. I was sad to see her leave but I knew that Bridgeport would be a great place for her and Jay. She then wondered if I was thinking of settling down. I told her that I've been debating dating a few men but all of them are only interested in one thing...

Joining the challenge

Della came inside and continued with "Well you know Vi there are plenty of great guys out there. Like Jay, He loves me and NEVER wanted to take part in my challenge only because he knew he couldn't marry me if he had. You know Vi sometimes I feel like your just thinking about what you want and not what you have. I mean come on I'm sure that there is a guy who will SWEEP you off your feet one day and you will be calling me telling me how wonderful he is." I nodded my head and knew that she had a point.

Della then showed me a text from Jay, I can't help but be jealous of her. She's smart, beautiful, and has her 100 children and amazing husband. And to top it off MORE kids even after her challenge. I look up to her with so much respect.

Joe showed up out of no where and said that he was here to see Jasper. I told Joe that Jasper was most likely looking at himself in the mirror and we all three laughed but sadly it wasn't a joke.

HI JOE! I'm so glad to see you. I'm thinking I might loose my mind with all these girls in the house. He then paused for a quick glance in the mirror to make sure he didn't mess his hair up.

Joe- Jasper you know that you can always call me. I'm just across the street and your mom knows that she can count on me for anything as well. I hate that she's a pretty single girl with a house full of kids. The paparazzi seems to be over here all the time as well. You know maybe you should come hang at my place. Its small and nothing fancy oh and my GF might be over here and there but you know your always welcome.

Jasper- thanks man and my mom is a great girl isn't she?

Della started to laugh after over hearing the boys talking. She then had to leave because the family was waiting. I waved good bye knowing that Bridgeport was just a drive away.

Jasper lit the fire and then said that he wanted to comb his hair. Odd I now but what can I say.

But before getting to involved with his looks he took time for his little sister's Raelynn and Nevaeh. He's such a great big brother even if he does feel like he's loosing his mind.

I then saw Joe and he stated that he had to be leaving. I thanked him for being there for Jasper and he leaned in for a hug. I savored this moment only because its been so long since a man has just held me asking for nothing in return. An innocent hug that showed you weren't alone and you were cared about. I wanted to stay in his arms with that comfort of a warm embrace but he then mentioned his girlfriend and I knew that she would be mad if he was here much longer. I don't have the best reputation in town.

Jasper just couldn't wait could he? He aged up and was a very handsome man who had abs much like his father's.

But he wanted his long locks back. He didn't want to waist much time and was ready to leave till a sweet little voice asked if he would stay for just a little longer.

PLEASE wait and see me grow up? I really want you to see me so you can recognize me :) Jasper was happy to watch his little sister age up.

She looked stunning and we were in love with her short hair. She was very focused on what she wanted in life and got busy to it. I didn't stand in her way much like I try to do with all my kids.

I don't know if anyone realized that we where all hanging out in the bathroom. Jasper acted as if he was doing something else other than just talking and hanging out.

What do you think of this pose? Jasper asked quickly getting into a pose. I just rolled my eyes and told him to give me my see you later hug.

I love you mom see you soon!

The triplets aged up perfectly and I loved that they where sporting their own unique looks and hair styles. 

My worst fear became a reality and a fire broke loose. The alarm was going off so I ignored it thinking the firemen would be here soon. I didn't want to risk getting hurt or my kids getting hurt.

But the fire alarm stopped going off and the flames where bigger than ever and where now attacking the tree. I then rushed over to try to put it out.

A huge crowd formed outside and everyone was trying to sneak a peak into my house I was so frantic that I was so scared I started to scream.

Elizabeth got so worried she did the most unthinkable thing...

She and another sim broke one of the window and climbed in my bedroom she waited with the boys till the fire died down.

The fire even started to spread towards Robbin and I knew that I had to get it put out before it reached her.

FINALLY the fireman showed up and I was so furious at this point I couldn't think or see strait.

The second Fireman appeared to be in shock when he saw the fire and ME I guess that's what I get for being a Celebrity. I was thinking of Joe. WHERE WAS HE? He said that he would be here and he's not I wanted to cry but I didn't really have time.

Adam (the firefighter) had to then ask the kids what happened since this is the second fire in a week. Raelynn did the best she could to describe the situation with out going to far into a made up story.

 Jimmy and Jeff grew up (with Liz's help) and they where so cute with their beautiful skin and violet eyes. I was falling in love all over again.

Robbin was nervous and I then stopped Adam and told him it was enough and I knew he doesn't want to be in my challenge and is just trying to make life harder for me and I wished he would leave.

The house then grew quite... I stood there thinking about my past presant and future. I then realized that I wold be having baby 50 here soon. 50/101 WOW that was something that seemed so out of reach at the beginning. I then knew that I had to pay a debt to an old friend. Even though we called things even I'm a woman of my word and want to be known for that.

I invited Grim over but asked him not to wear his outfit so that the kids didn't get scared. He understood and came over right away. I explained to him that I knew Dawn couldn't be brought back but that I still wanted him in my challenge if he was still willing to take part.

I would love to Vi, he replied and brought me in for a kiss. I thought it was only fair that he be my 50th child's dad and I would also feel better knowing he was in my challenge.

We didn't hear the lullaby and Grim said that it was fine and that I should find a different dad. I tried to change his mind but he left before I could say more than two words. I felt horrible and just wanted him to know that I wasn't giving up and he WOULD be a part of my challenge at some point.

Nevaeh and I got busy teaching Jimmy and Jeff to walk knowing that I still hadn't done that yet and I like to have them walking before I get pregnant yet I still needed to do.

After teaching the boys I felt sick and figured I could sleep it off. Well not this type of sickness. Because I appeared to be PREGNANT. Grim is going to be so happy I couldn't wait to tell him. But he wouldn't answer his phone and I knew he was ashamed but he had no need to be.

Paparazzi was awake first thing this morning and I wasn't to thrilled about it but she took several pictures and wrote some stuff down and left. I had a feeling she saw my tiny baby bump and is going to spread that I'm pregnant out of wedlock. I hate when people put their nose in MY business.

Nevaeh left the house to work out (on her own) and the pesky Paparazzi followed her. She told me later how humiliating it was to be started at while trying to work out. I was really upset I felt they took it a bit far. I hope they are kind with their words when talking about Nevaeh she's working so hard and has even lost a bit of weight I would hate for her to back track after coming so far.

When Rosie finished her painting she was very proud of herself for how hard she had worked on it. I was proud of her too and couldn't wait to find a place to display it at.

Than Robbin wanted to paint too. I love when the kids paint pictures so that I can hang them up in the house its the perfect way to decorate!

Jimmy and Jeff where playing with dolls but not in a girly way they were playing cops and robbers. I love watching them play and their imagination grow as they become the characters. (Jimmy is the robber)

MOMMY THE BABY IS MOVING!!! I smiled as Robbin took a break from painting to feel her baby brother or sister move around. I saw that Joe's house lights where on and wondered if I could talk to him but then I saw his girl friend walk past the window and I knew it was a bad time for visiting.

I brought the kids inside and wanted to go to sleep myself but had a few things that needed done first.

Potty training isn't fun and I must say I've been avoiding it but I had to start at some point so the boys stated TONIGHT before going to bed. They did great and I don't think it will take them to long to have it down!

I put them in bed and got a belly picture. Its why I changed into my swim suit too!

I was ALL ready for bed WHEN...

 Link Jay Newbie

6lb 13oz 19 inches

~BABY 50~

I just stared at him in wonder I couldn't believe I was holding my 50th child. 

I couldn't wait for the family photo so I woke everyone up and I guess Rosie and Raelynn weren't to thrilled about this. I felt bad but come on tis baby 50 and I can't believe that after ALL I've been threw in this journey I've made it this far and now I just have 51 more to go to reach 101 children.

Here I am at the half way mark and I couldn't have asked for a better group of kids than the one I have all the way down the line in or out of birth order each of my 50 children are very special to me. I love being a mom and I love that I'm doing this. I hope that I can continue the challenge with more children just as wonderful as the children I've already had. 

Nevaeh- Can you believe what a big deal mom is making with Link's birth? I mean come on its not like we didn't help her get to it and we are JUST as important as any of the kids.

I then got a phone call from my lawyer. I'm to appear in court to sue for slander for having a child out of wedlock. I don't think we have a good case but I'm willing to show that I'm NOT afraid of them and they can't just so that to me.

I gave Link a hug and kiss before leaving. I feel bad that he is the reason I'm going to court but he's so worth it. I then knew I had to get going so I wasn't late.

I walked into city hall and was in shock that they got our case started right away. I wanted it to be over but I also wanted to win. I know that I DID have a child out of wedlock so winning wasn't going to be easy. I sat there and did everything my Lawyer and agent told me to do and it paid off

I got a settlement of $2,191 I was so happy and was relieved that it was over but I hope I don't have to continue this for the next 51 births but I will do what needs to be done.

The boys wanted pancakes for lunch and  so I got busy working on them right away. I love flipping them but what I liked more was winning my case.

It wasn't long after feeding the boys when I got a phone call from the local police station that Nevaeh was in trouble. I knew that she was going to act out or something and I guess I over reacted.

I started yelling before she could get a word in, "How could you Nevaeh? I mean come on I would have expected more from you but NO you are always trying to prove me wrong. You are in so much trouble I don't understand why you would think you had to act out like this.

Nevaeh looks devastated and I realized I had over reacted but it was to late.

We got home and I wanted to talk to her but she was in shock to the way I reacted and I was in shock too. I've never yelled at my kids like that before. She's a good kid and didn't deserve that but the damage was done.

I could hear her sobbing in her room. When she stopped I went in to check on her and talk things out but she was already fast asleep. I waited, and waited for her to come out but she never did.

~Nevaeh's point of view~

I was so sad and I couldn't put me emotions into words. I was so upset I thought that maybe if I rested for a little while I would feel better.

I fell asleep and had a dream that I was an adult a single mom with 3 kids. I wasn't sure why I was a single mom but I was and I had 2 boys and a girl. I enjoyed this dream and thought about how easy I could make it a reality.

I woke up and was so happy. I had the best idea ever. I aged myself up and left I didn't say good bye or anything. I was off to France to get away for awhile and let my mom cool off.

I'm 100% happy that I've made this choice and I'm glad that I won't have to worry about 

how I'm doing as a teen any longer. I climbed out my window with out a single word to anyone.

~Violet's Point of View ~

 I still felt horrible about everything that happened with Nevaeh and thought I have to talk to her so I went into her room and found nothing... no one... just her bed nicely made.

I began to cry, Its hard to loose a child but its even harder when you know that they are out there somewhere and you just don't know where. I called the police station and they said they had her registered as a YA and have strict orders not to share information about her wear abouts until further notice. I was crushed and melted into a stream of tears.

Thank you for reading! I'm glad that you enjoy my blog as much as I do. I'm so happy to have made it to 50 kids after just doing this challenge since September 22nd. I think that my posts will be slowing down a bit but I will continue my challenge till the end! Feedback is welcome and comment below if you like. My e-mail is simsfan1121@gmail.com my Sims page is ELMSims3 and I have a facebook page Violet Jane Newbie!!!